Is this how it feels like to break up?

Just a couple of days ago, I received my Urban Decay Naked Flushed in the mail and the worst thing ever happened today. 

It broke. 

I was reorganizing my makeup area and wanted to remove something, next thing I knew, it all came crashing down. Somehow only my naked flushed and eos lipbalm managed to hit the floor, while the rest were caught from demise. 

I’ve tried salvaging it, but putting a few drops of alcohol in and using a tissue to cover the colors before pressing it down with a hard object. It’ll never look the same now. 

Is it normal to feel that deep sadness within me? I feel so broken and as if something’s missing in my life. Odd. 

Now, the color payoff isn’t that good. Did I do something wrong? 

Anyways, I was just feeling so upset and depressed about this, I had to blog about it. 

This calls for 2 scoops of ice-cream tonight.