Is this how it feels like to break up?

Just a couple of days ago, I received my Urban Decay Naked Flushed in the mail and the worst thing ever happened today. 

It broke. 

I was reorganizing my makeup area and wanted to remove something, next thing I knew, it all came crashing down. Somehow only my naked flushed and eos lipbalm managed to hit the floor, while the rest were caught from demise. 

I’ve tried salvaging it, but putting a few drops of alcohol in and using a tissue to cover the colors before pressing it down with a hard object. It’ll never look the same now. 

Is it normal to feel that deep sadness within me? I feel so broken and as if something’s missing in my life. Odd. 

Now, the color payoff isn’t that good. Did I do something wrong? 

Anyways, I was just feeling so upset and depressed about this, I had to blog about it. 

This calls for 2 scoops of ice-cream tonight. 

August.

Time flies so quickly, I haven’t even recovered from the falls July gave me.
I really hope August will be a better month, but no. Just on 31 July I found out that so many bands would be coming over and….. I won’t be able to catch them.
Life.
So I’ll drown myself in (online) retail therapy. Makeup, clothes. {if any of you have affordable clothes / makeup sites, please comment in this post}
Just at the beginning of August I had an argument with Z, bad start. I hope we’ll get along better.
Wishes for August? That I’ll be prettier and thinner. That I’ll get the motivation to study hard and do well for the upcoming examinations.
I hope August treats all of you earthlings right.

Here’s to August!